i am still sleepy.
but i just cant doze into my dreamland.
so imagine i am typing out this entry half-life.
zzzzzz

3 days after the termtest.
i can finally heave out a BIG relief.
those modules with HEAVY credit units finally called off my shoulder.
CT & MBW.
remaining modules -freakingCRS; PMM; Accounts & PM1

* * *

tht sunday
went down to gran's place after mugging with Casey & Ping.
and i was supposed to bring those 2 cousins to the funfair /carnival behind the block; slayers' fav playground.
so i took this chance to sit above the field where i can get into view fully of it.
breeze.
it just cut across my mind, how long i had not seen them played in tht field.
and it shows how much i miss them.
*sweet memories*

was talking to nic the other day.
girls talk.
normal girls talk.
so we were chatting bout her guy ; mine.
and she said this, "i think among 3 of us, you have a greener grass."
and you dont have to know who is the other girl we talking bout.
then i sat back and gave it a thought.
seriously, among the 3 of us, i maybe more better than them.
ya, me and him met up. fetch me home; had dinner tgt. we do talk.
but just some silence in between.

reflect on what nic told me,
she might be the worst among us lot.
those who know nic well, should know what is excatly happening now.
shant need explanation here.
in short, she is dating someone whom she ISNT suppose to date AT ALL.
not a married man ; of cus.
and he ISNT suppose to date her at all.
but chemistry just strike them both and love grew.
but they know someday they eventually had to break up
not now of cus
but my heart ached for her during the phone call.
ignorance?
or it is simply cus he cant msg her now.
my mind flooded with questions as if i am her.
the pain tht they both suffered ; no one will understand ; not even me.
SORRY. i just need some space to voice out my agony.
pardon me!
inshort, i had friends with problematic boyfriends!!!

hais.
he 's sick and skipped school.
GET WELL SOON, boy`



i am so bored at home;
i promised i am not going to touch a single stack of notes today.
and i swear!!
aww!!
terribly feeling.
i just want go SHOPPING!
had to thank YAN. for accompany me later to town to do something
(: (: (: (: (: (:

well, gonna feed myself with lunch.
hungry`
munch!




fear.
back like before?
or do i still have to wait till tht day to arrive?
when i met you, i just got the urge to clutch you in my arms
and tell you how much i miss you.
and now i need you more than ever.
i love you'